The masochist is dead

It took 8 fucks and 

1000 bluffs 

To find 

A part of you 

That was cruel 

It took you leaving 

And me bleeding 

And me screaming

And me crying 

And me weeping 

To find a part 

Of you

That was not worth keeping 

It took persuading 

1000 times persuading

2000 times wrapping

My already broken heart

Around your little finger

To make me become 

Smaller

To make me become

Weaker

To find a part of you

That was 

Capable of crushing 

A fragile human being

It took 8 fucks and 

1000 bluffs 

To find 

A part of you 

That was cruel 

To find 

a part of me

That was ill

ill enough

To be craving 

Someone like you