You're a cute asshole

You're an asshole 

With a soft entrance 

And a warm cuddly rectum

You're an asshole

But free of shit 

You're an asshole 

But you're sweet from last night's cake 

You're an asshole 

But you're stretchy and versatile 

You're an asshole

Who would love to be anything but 

An asshole

Just because your exterior is an asshole

Doesn't mean that your interior 

Is too x

The masochist is dead

It took 8 fucks and 

1000 bluffs 

To find 

A part of you 

That was cruel 

It took you leaving 

And me bleeding 

And me screaming

And me crying 

And me weeping 

To find a part 

Of you

That was not worth keeping 

It took persuading 

1000 times persuading

2000 times wrapping

My already broken heart

Around your little finger

To make me become 

Smaller

To make me become

Weaker

To find a part of you

That was 

Capable of crushing 

A fragile human being

It took 8 fucks and 

1000 bluffs 

To find 

A part of you 

That was cruel 

To find 

a part of me

That was ill

ill enough

To be craving 

Someone like you

Stockholm Syndrome

I just tried
Tried to climb
Climb over
Over the bridge
The bridge that
That keeps breaking
Breaking into millions
Millions of tiny pieces
Pieces of me
Me and you
You don't care
Care doesn't exist
Exist in your world
Your world filled
Filled with pain
Pain and sex
Sex without love
Love the thing I thought we had
Had between us
Us no longer exists

It's just me
Me alone
Alone on this side
Side of the bridge
The bridge that
That keeps breaking
Breaking into millions
Millions of tiny pieces
Pieces that don't exist

So I sit and wish
Wish and hope
Hope that if I wish hard
Hard enough that you
You might return
Return to me
Me alone
Alone on this side

This side of the bridge

My sister

I was born with love holding my hand

She walks with me 

Everywhere

I was created with love in my arms

She is with me

Everywhere 

I grew up with love in my laughter

And for that 

I'm in love with love

Without her

I would be nothing 

Love wouldn't exist

For she is love 

The art of masturbation

I prefer orgasms with vibrators 

Because it is much more intense

I prefer orgasms with vibrators

Which makes no sense

Because 

When I use my finger

I pull away too quickly

But a vibrator stays there

And the feeling hits me

More intensely 

I love this feeling

I wonder if 

When I use my finger 

I'm only climaxing

Or the orgasm I have

Isn't as fulfilling

Because I pull away

I physically can't handle 

The feeling